Hey AaronPleasers! Currently, I'm writing this from a weird position in my life. If you've been keeping up with my story, you may know that I'm working on building so much in my life right now. I'm in the mid-early stages of running my two companies, Windicate Entertainment Inc. & Popstar Realties Inc. So far, as expected, there have been so many ups & downs on this journey. If you want some examples, I've been isolated, spiritually-targeted, people who I don't even know started a smear campaign against me, & there's honestly more, but I'm not here to write my sob story; I'm here to write my champion story! Yesterday, I crossed a major finishline to my goals: I finished 78.5 hours of real estate school! That means that, now, I essentially have everything I need to have in order to receive my real estate license in New York. Honestly, I thought that the 75 hours & NY state test that I already completed last year was enough to do so, but @ the end of 2022, they increased the hour requirement to include classes on housing fairness & bias. Shoutout to NY for adding those classes because some things really do need to change in regards of how NY citizens are housed (also, shoutout to Governor Hochul, who is currently setting the stage to build more affordable housing in NY). If you're asking how I celebrated my achievement, I treated myself to a sushi lunch before class & boba after class. However, on the same day I achieved this major achievement in my life, I had people I barely know, & considered to be in my past, attempt to do something to me near Penn Station. Obviously, it didn't work because I'm 🤵🏽‍♂️, & the dude they sent to do whatever to me just wasn't ready for the energy I truly carry within myself.

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In shorthand, I was walking past the apartment building that I wrote about in Aug 2023 to finish releasing their gross energy back to them, which I have successfully done, but while I was walking past MSG & 1 Penn to get into Penn Station, I noticed someone watching me. Look, I know I'm handsome, but I knew what his energy was saying; it was not complimenting me. I've been around the block a few times in both NY & Chicago, so when I saw him not let me see his face, I knew what type of timing he was on. I knew what this could become, so I got ready. While walking past him, I kept track of his energy & noticed he started following me. Once he did that, I immediately knew what that meant. I let him get about three steps forward before I turned around, looked him dead in his eyes, & showed him how incredibly ready I was to finish the issue he was sent to start. Filled with noticeable fear, he panicked & turned around. Timing & place helped me understand why any of this was going on, which kinda fucked me up. That situation made me realize that I have a real target on my back, & me knowing what I know about this World, I know that something has to be done about that.

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Based on my principle, I refuse to live in fear of any man on this Earth. Fear is the opposite of love, & I love myself & my family. In loving my family & myself, I will do anything to protect us; even if I don't want to. I know what some people may be thinking. You may assume that this is some sort of "street beef" or "bad business" or whatever bullshit stereotype, but I've been very careful & aware of how I carry myself in those environments. This is definitely not that. If you know me forreal, you know I do my best to carry myself with respect for myself & others, & I can't carry respect for one & not the other because they coincide with one another. From what I understand, this issue stems from envy, amongst some other things I prefer not to speak on. For whatever reason, these people I barely knew continue to have a problem with me. From these people, I've always noticed a hint of envy, & I assumed that when I removed myself from their energy, they would leave me alone. Clearly, that was not the case. They've done more than egregious things to attempt stopping me on my journey towards my goals, but never anything physical. That changed after yesterday, which puts me in an extremely tough position.

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See, I've understood that sometimes, people don't know what they're doing until they realize that they shouldn't be doing it. Deciding to make someone a target that you barely know can be extremely dangerous, because now, you're on my radar. If I decided to retaliate in any way, one or both of us could end up in jail, or worse. Again, I refuse to live in fear of another man in this life. I refuse to constantly look over my shoulder for another attempt, especially in Manhattan, a place that has been so special to me for my entire life. So the mindset that this action has triggered within me is to, hypothetically, completely obliterate any possibility of another attempt at such action. I understand how these issues go; this person started something, & if I don't want to look over my shoulder forever, I need to finish it. However, I have way too much to lose & this person just isn't worth it. I refuse to start this bullshit cycle with someone; especially, someone who isn't worth my time enough to be able to speak with me about any issue that they may have. Also, I understand that this person may have a hard drug issue, & I've seen how that can inflate an ego to the point where they feel as though they can do whatever outta pocket bullshit that may come into their mind. This is one of the many reasons I don't do blow; it can cause severe brain rot. Anyways, I may not personally do anything to retaliate, but until I receive some sort of confirmation that this issue has been neutralized, this person & whoever may be in proximity of this person will be a small blip on my radar that I will continue to monitor. I'm going to make sure that this issue is not a problem in my life, & way sooner rather than later. I've given this issue to God, & I pray that the solution is more peaceful than the attempt. 

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This whole thing has forced me to sit down & really think about how so many black & brown men end up in this cycle of violence. People start these issues that need to be finished, & the unwillingness to come to peaceful resolution can lead to jail or death. Once that happens, families get involved & the cycles get worse. Nobody should have to lose their father, brother, cousin, or uncle because somebody started an issue. Then when you get to the bottom of the issue, it's so stupid that everyone ends up regretting being stuck in that cycle in the first place. These dumb issues ruin the lives that God has blessed us with. We can do so much in this World as people & achieve such great goals, but it becomes hard to achieve those goals in jail or dead. I hate this cycle so much, but so many people get caught into it because of fear. No one wants to live in fear, but it's an easy trap. That's why it's so important to get into the habit of having love for yourself & your fellow man. For example, I truly understand how stupid & pointless this issue is. Like this dude is way older than me & I'm 25. I would rather just choose love & let this guy figure out his issues on his own without getting any more of my energy in his mix, which he has insisted on pulling me into. Again, I'm not going to let up until this issue has been neutralized, but I have faith that the solution will be (forcefully) peaceful. This doesn't just go for this person, but with anyone that may have an issue with me. I'll never mind talking out & resolving any issue. However, if you choose to attempt violence with me, or erroneously overstep my boundaries, please understand something: Whether I'm alive or dead, you will be dealt with. It's truly your choice, & I pray that you make the right one.

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Anyways, ya boi AT is continuing on his journey towards the goals I've been achieving. I have so many dreams & goals that I've been working on. I think about more to do in real estate & entertainment every single day, & put in the work towards these dreams & goals. I really have faith that I will see my goals come into fruition, despite any opposition, or problem, that may arise. Each day, I come closer to my goals & receive proof of the progress I'm making. Not everything has been easy & I definitely need help on building these companies, but I'm learning to manage more so I'm extremely grateful for the lessons & experiences. Also, I'm grateful to be who I am. I've been thru a lot fr, & I'm still going thru a lot. However, if I didn't go thru the stuff before, I couldn't handle the stuff now. I know I have a head, a body, 2 arms, & 2 legs, which I plan to use to my fullest extent to help myself, my family & my People. Life is truly a blessing, so you gotta use that blessing wisely, but also, you gotta 'Live, Laugh, Love'!!! Do you seriously think that God wants you doing nothing fun in this World?? C'mon now. If that was the case, bungee jumping, video games, & Pharrell music wouldn't exist. As long as you're simultaneously nurturing & positively enhancing the World in some way, enjoy it as well! You're worthy of doing so. I know I'm doing my best to do so, despite any "adversity" I may be facing. In the grand scheme of my life, it's nothing but a small obstacle to easily overcome. Things happen; problems arise & solutions fix problems. We just gotta take the necessary steps in order to work w/ God in making this World a better place for us all.

 

Anyways, ATMIX III is coming; The Dance is coming (more later); Windicate Entertainment Inc. & Popstar Realties Inc. is slowly, but surely growing; I'm grateful for any love & support; & I'm living, laughing, & loving so I'm gonna be experiencing & experimenting; Don't rush my process, bc I'm definitely not <3

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Sincerely,

 

Swishiano AT

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P.S. Happy (belated) Birthday to Lil Wayne. His birthday was on 9/27 & I started writing this before 12am, but I was finishing up the storyline for this video game, "InFamous II: Second Son" & I was too determined to stop the game. Anyways, Happy Birthday to a true GOAT. The song 🆙 there causes real emotions within me, & I'm so grateful that Lil Wayne created this song. Y'all have no idea. There are so many gems to be felt in that song. I really encourage you to listen to what this very intelligent artist is saying. Lil Wayne is truly special.

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