Fineapples
09/30/2022 11:57pm
Yo Yo! Quick end-of-the-month check-in! I just wanted to close out this month on a good note. I hope you're in like the song. I know sometimes with all the craziness going on in the world, it's hard to remember all the things to be grateful for. Over the past month, so much has happened & some of it has been good & some it has been ehh. However, I won't let the bad affect the good. The good in life is always apparent if you are willing to look for it. This is probably going to be a short post though. I started this at 11:40pm so I'm on the crunch. It's ok though.
I just wanted to get a quick word out there. I forgot to say this in my last post, but congratulations to Rihanna for being the 2023 Super Bowl performer. She's going to do so well. I'm excited because she WILL give people the halftime bump they'll need. I love when black women get these leading opportunities because they always make the absolute best of them.
Also, ATMIXII is definitely happening in October. When the new month hits, we'll talk about that more.
Briefly,
AT
P.S. RIP PnB Rock & Give Kanye West his IP, Adidas & Gap. Forreal. He's earned it.
Existential Head
09/25/2022 11:51pm
Yoooo! Big Sunday Vibes on this beautiful Sunday. It's raining in NY & the vibe is pretty soothing. This seems like a quick lil Sunday bath for NY. I have a feeling that this week is going to be really awesome. Why, you ask? Honestly, I don't have a reason. It's been weird. I've been facing an odd depression that has challenged how I handle my rage. Lately, there has been a resurgence of rage that has burdened my heart for a little while, but this week, I've had to look it square in the face & decide that I won't let it affect my future. Have you ever heard the thing about how depression is when you are thinking too much of the past & anxiety is when you think too much of the future, therefore we must try our best to stay present? Well, that has been my challenge. I've been struggling with depression & anxiety for a minute lately, & this week, I just decided to not let the bullshit get to me. A lot of the issue was honestly my ego: Thinking about what I should or shouldn't do or what should or shouldn't have happened for me. Honestly, the best way to shut up that ego is to remind myself that: I made it here! I've been thru a bunch of stuff in my life, just like most people, & a lot of it really hurt. However, you can't let that shit get to you. I can't stress that enough. Things need to get done & people need you. I know that some people have hurt some of you, but you need to remember that that's not how everyone thinks.
Some people are just shiesty losers.
They will always receive back the weak shit that they put into the world, one way or the other. I always say this, but it really reigns true: KEEP IT REAL WITH YOURSELF! A lot of people are sad because they feel they should be somewhere, or someone they aren't. Like The Rock, electrically, proclaimed: "KNOW YOUR ROLE & SHUT YOUR MOUTH!" Honestly though! Life gets a lot easier with the occasional reality check. Sometimes, you need to play your position & be happy that you are in that position. Some people don't have a position to be in! I know I sound like someone's mom, but let's keep it real! That's truly the best way to move forward. Doing that low-down, sneaky snake shit can seriously get you *redacted*, & some people don't play like that about their security & safety. Again, I ask people to simply keep it real with themselves & spread love to others &, most importantly, themselves. Life is a lot easier when you attempt giving love to yourself, because it'll be easier to give it to others. I know people don't feel worthy of love, but everyone is. Even Richard Ramirez had people send him love in jail, & he's a serial killer! There's stuff I PERSONALLY won't give someone love for, but that's just me & my morals. However, this is a big world! Someone can give you love in this wild world if you are open to receiving it. You never know!
See, I kinda want to talk about the Ime Udoka situation, but I truly have nothing much to say. If you have ever had a job, you've probably had a work wife/husband or work crush. Personally, I know from previous experience that:
YOU DO NOT DATE YOUR COWORKERS!!
It'll most likely end in a messy situation, or your bread will be affected immensely. In the case of Ime Udoka, he got both! Why? Bro was moving too hot. Sometimes God & the world conspires to give a mf a well-needed seat.
Trust me! I've had to sit down before!
This is a tough lesson for Coach Ime, but he'll be alright. There's no need to give him a whole SEASON of suspension. He must've been fucking all over the Celtics facilities. Rumor has it that they hooked up on Lucky The Leprechaun. I guess he wasn't the only lucky one in that arena!!! Idk, that's just a rumor & I'm being a Chatty Patty. However, I do wish the best for Nia Long & work wife's real husband, who apparently caught them. It sucks that people can be selfish like that sometimes, but hey! At least you don't have to deal with a cheater anymore. Cheating puts you & your partner at risk for diseases & if you really bring your dirty "parts" back to your family, you're a dirtball. Just learn how to pick 'em & build with loyalty! For example, I'm 1000% sure that work shorty said some incredibly smart & hot basketball shit, to which Ime found irresistible. As a straight man, when you're doing something you're passionate about & you hear a woman speak on it eloquently, you turn 🆙, just a bit. As a working professional, you need to learn how to curve those urges into simple appreciation of a coworker. I get it though. Sometimes. as humans, we be on some bullshit. However, the lesson will always be taught & learned. It just simply is what it is.
Ok, I'm about to get up out here & go to sleep. Big week ahead tbh. I don't know all that it'll hold, but I have work to do, moves to make, & knowledge to learn. Before I leave, I just want to make sure that everyone is good. Obviously, not everything is perfect, but we're breathing & making it happen, no matter what the circumstances! Life is unpredictable at times, but that's not a bad thing. Just spread the love you have. If you temporarily can't give love to others for any reason, just give it to yourself because you need it. Life truly is what you make it, so be careful about the ingredients you put in that pot! You'll probably make a good dish though.
Freshly,
Content Creator A
P.S. ATMIX II is coming real real soon.
MONDAY FUNDAY!
09/19/2022 08:51pm
Yo! Yo! Just checking in! Quick lil PartyNextDoor vibe I wanted to share. It's Monday today! Start of the work week! I hope everyone's had an amazing weekend. Honestly, I've just been in the crib, coolin', & having a vibe! The start of Fall is always weird. It's hoodie weather again! I always wear hoodies anyways because they're fly, but now, I don't get asked about them. Less 'blah blah' to deal with. ALSO, it's Pumpkin Spice season fr! I haven't even gotten my cup yet! I'm probably going to handle that situation tomorrow. I've been making music & pot brownies, while learning more about the world that we all live in. What a world God made. So many good vibes to embrace, but there may be some negative nancies trying to bring a bad vibe your way, but hit 'em with the dash! Bring your vibe to the top. It's not like you're choosing to losing, right?? RIGHT??? Yeah, you got it.
Honestly, the world is so nuts, but if you can manage to keep a leveled head, you could really ball out. Be nice to people! People like that about some other people! Keep it real! Say what you need to say, but try not to say too much. Have respect for others. Don't be a nerd: a Nathaniel B or a Munch, if you will.
Most importantly, keep it real with yourself. If you don't understand where you stand, you'll lose your footing & fuck up! Hey, it's ok to fuck up, but always learn from the fuck up! If you're hardheaded, your lessons might be a little harder than others, but it is what it is. But on the contrary, you should not only want easy lessons, because then you'll never really know anything other than what you know, you know? Well, I hope you do <3.
Music coming soon though. Fr! I'm dropping on the hottest independent artist website: aaronplease.com. You know how we do! When will I do it? Whenever I finish the product. It's truly some amazing pack. You'll be the judge in your world, I guess. Honestly, I don't care. I just love music & it makes me happy still. Amazing, huh? Sure, there's some BS attached the life, but whatever fr. This was always something I've had to participate in. I'm in a good place with it now. I love music!
Anyways, I'm about to get up outta here & continue watching Monday Night Raw. You already know I'm tapping in with some wrestling. Wrestling is cool fr. Remember to ball out how you need to & do what you gotta do & a lil more for you. Don't be stupid! Most importantly, spread some love the best way you know how.
Debonairly,
AT MCFly
P.S. Still no "job", but I'm still balling out. You know how we do & been doin'. Entrepreneurial Spirit A! All day! We've all got bills to handle & I'm gonna ball, respectfully & with some love! <3
*Winner's Compensation
09/09/2022 11:25am
Salute to the World!! It's an early post for ya boi! I'm always doing something during the day, so I never get to post at this time, but today is Friday! Not only is it Friday, I'm feeling great as well! I'm feeling like the winner that I knew I have always been. Before you ask, no, I did not get another job. Honestly, I'm not super worried about that. I KNOWWW in the last post I was talking about not having a job, but it was for a reason! Honestly, I'll never be "broke" or in a super fucked up financial situation. I see too much in this world for me to not naturally make money, plus I kinda understand what I'm doing. I don't know everything but I know a whole lot. As I learn more & gain more, I'm also learning how to handle more. I've been taking the risks, they have been paying off, & will continue to pay off as long as I'm still breathing.
However, with these risks & rewards, come certain people who can't wait to see you in a bad position. Well, sometimes, you need to cut yourself in order to see how the piranhas truly feel about you. A sad truth of this life is that some people you are rooting for would like to see you fail. Some people won't reciprocate the support you've had for them because they just simply aren't cut like that, which I understand! I've seen the Pursuit Of Happyness!! I know that not everyone is going to support you in a time of need. There were just some people who I needed to test in order to know if I could bring them into this next season of my life, & sadly, they failed. By the grace of God & my paranoia, I, now, know wassup & I'm truly grateful for that. Honestly, I got the idea from Fat Joe. According to an interview he did with Drink Champs (I think), he talked about how he tested his friends by saying he's broke & some people left his circle. Honestly, it's just a loser's mentality to leave, or play "up", when you think someone is down. Someone who is really 🆙, wants to see everyone win & is willing to contribute to a winning strategy. That's what I call Winner's Compensation! Ahhh, it's whatever though! The leaves fall like Autumn! 🤷♂️
It's cool. We gotta get back to business fr. Just a quick lil update: more music is coming real soon. I'm working on a few things that I like. I don't wanna say too much because I'd rather just show you in the near future. All I'm going to say is that I'm truly 🆙 & I'm having fun. I'm learning so much more about not only music, but the World. I wrote about a book I got last month about World Mythology & in the book, I'm learning about different perspectives of how the World came to be. These stories help me understand further that everyone is just trying to make sense of the world. However, these stories are batshit insane. I'll talk about some in the future. I gotta get outta here & have an amazing Friday, but before I leave, I wanna say something.
Please ball out. Ball out despite all the bullshit that comes your way. When you are born a winner, naturally, there are going to be hardships that you need to face. Hardships that can make or break you. Hardships that you may not want to go through. Hardships that require you to trust God's path for you. All I can ask of anyone is to keep it real. Not only to others, but yourself too. Knowing yourself is a big part in this life journey. Without knowing yourself, people play with your worth. Imagine playing with AT's worth....shitted 4L. You should feel the same too. If you don't & you want to be selfish & see nothing but losing around you, I just truly feel bad for you. I'm sure you don't need my pity because you probably have enough for yourself. I'm just saying a real winner will never let you break them. Like Jadakiss once said, "Losing is a choice in life, it's not an option!"
Love,
The Most Ambitious A a.k.a Mr. 🆙
Worker's Compensation
09/03/2022 11:51pm
Hola, mi gente! Happy September! We are at the top of Labor Day weekend! I hope you are reppin' whatever flag you represent because it is your right as an American! Personally, I think I might stay inside, like I have been for most of the summer. Why? This ongoing unemployment & a thirst for new knowledge has kept me to myself. Plus, how am I going to celebrate Labor Day without laboring??? Honestly, I barely go out anymore. It doesn't really suck to be inside tbh. I don't wanna move around NY unnecessarily this summer. NY is expensive as fuck & my cash flow is NOT ill right now. What's that TikTok sound?: "The pressure is getting worser!"
MAN! I'll be honest with you. This shit is not fun. Gratefully, I've been able to get food & pay bills; by the grace of God, myself & the American financial system. It's been almost 3 months of this unemployed shit. It's whatever though. I'll either get work or I won't. It's really up to God at this point. I'm just waiting for people to bring me issues that I can solve & pay me for solving them. OR!! Someone comes to me with a dope position in a company that'll allow me to help while I'm still able to operate & fund my external business. The job has to be fly though. I don't wanna work somewhere where I'm not doing something sexy & fun. Honestly, I just want to live my life like Anne Hathaway in 'The Devil Wears Prada'. She seemed like she was having a great time. Sure, her boss was tough & she stopped caring about her man to prioritize her career, BUT her life was getting so lit. Imagine if she kept moving forward!! I can't talk shit though because I literally chose not to move up in the financial institution I was contracting for. Sometimes, like Anne Hathaway, what you are doing atm is not what you truly want. She wanted to be a writer for a newspaper instead of fake Vogue. I want to be an entertainment juggernaut. These are both dreams that we are both working towards. Anne did it in the movie, so you know AT is gonna do it in real life. However, things take time & I'm very patient. As of right now, I just need something to take care of my bills. What that will be? I have no idea. I know I don't want to work in food because I hated working in food. I worked in a lobster roll truck, a donut shop, & a juice bar: NOT ILL!
I like to cook for fun though! For example, today, ya boi made rigatoni & homemade hand-rolled meatballs. I'll be so honest with you. I BALLED tf out on this pasta. Like it was so dope, that I only had one plate. Future me has to taste that & give love to the Past me for making it. I made it while simultaneously watching Clash At The Castle, which is a WWE "Premium Live Event", which is just another phrase for PPV but it's being streamed on Peacock. Shoutout to Peacock fr because they really have great content. Also, shoutout to WWE for putting on a great show for the people of the U.K. The U.K. loves wrestling & giving certain superstars a platform to wrestle in their home country must've felt great. Shoutout to my guy GUNTHER!! for being on his way to becoming one of the greats. Wrestling is truly a great form of entertainment. Once I find a wife to watch it with, it's literally over for any other woman. Wrestling is something I want to share with my kids, so I can't be with someone who isn't down with that! One last shoutout to Triple H. Honestly, what he's doing in the WWE right now is a beautiful thing to see. He's always had a good sense for a good story & now, he has the opportunity to display that side of his talent to a mass audience. I can tell he's going to continue to take wrestling to new heights & as a lifelong HHH fan, I'm really happy to see it.
Ok, I'm about to get out of here. I just wanted to come here & vent because honestly, HEATED! Not working is not fun & I am trying my best to survive out here with low cash. I understand why some people do the things that they do, but for me, I have to figure something else out. I know I can figure something out in this entertainment space. If not entertainment, the kid could really sit in a corporate office & talk. I'm not even close to stupid & I look real fly in a suit. Ok, I'm about to go to sleep, but remember something. Everyday is a new day that'll present you with different opportunities to live your life to the fullest. Don't let anyone or anything stop you from being your coolest self. You'll be thankful that you did it for yourself later on.
Blessings All Around,
Winning Circle AT