HAPPY HALLOWEEN!

I hope everyone is having a fun & safe Spooky Day! I also hope all the ghouls & goblins are having a great time tonight. All year, people wait until this very time in order to dress up & become the persona they feel best connected to. Some people go the sexy route, & others go the scary route. I love a scary Halloween costume. When I was younger, those Scream masks with the blood used to give me nightmares until Christmas. Now, I kinda want one for myself. My Halloween costume this year, you ask??  Well personally, my Halloween has been weird. I know this isn't true but for some reason, I feel too old for Halloween. I know this sounds crazy, but hear me out.

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For 5 years, I've been building up my businesses & this website, achieving my goals, & making a life independently amongst almost too much chaos. All of this work & stress has aged me well beyond my actually age, which is 26. I dealt myself a difficult hand by choosing to pursuit music. The game is ultimately designed for the artist to fail & in my effort to maneuver around that system, I've been met with so much bullshit that I don't even know how deal with some of it. Either way, I'm still going to succeed in whatever I'm doing. As Halloween rolled around, I tried to think about what my costume would be & what I would do. I never gave it too much thought, but the thought was definitely there passively. However more aggressively, my mind was consumed with the Yankees (who had a great year & a great World Series effort against the Dodgers), & my immediate responsibilities. Honestly, I had & kinda still have no mind to party tonight. Obviously, Halloween falls on a Thursday this month, so that means that not many people will be partying tonight & will defer their partying to this weekend, but #still. Something about this Halloween feels weird. I will probably stop feeling like that as I get into more Spooky behavior over the next weekend but today, I don't know.

Maybe that's just my childhood dying right before my eyes. Worrying about goals & survival has a way of taking the light out of your eyes. When you have to worry about real life problems & making things happen for yourself, you start to lose the time & energy to have fun. That might not be true for everyone, but when you are independently running your life, you have different priorities. I wish I still had the energy to party on Halloween, but this adult shit is not college. Being 26 is such a weird age to be doing what I'm doing, & a lot of the time, I wish I wasn't doing it. I've been thru so much unnecessary bullshit bruh; you have no idea yet. I just wanted to have fun making music, but there's so many evil layers to this garbage bag on an industry. I won't trip though. Maintaining my independence from the music industry has detached my identity from a lot of the #sus shit that has been going on. Whatever, honestly. I just wish I didn't have to worry about all of this dumb shit that came before me, not to mention all of the unnecessary hate from peers & "OGs" who chose not to do differently. I wish I could enjoy my youth like everybody else, but that's #simply not the case for me. It's cool though. God has this path for me, & I will follow it thru. Where it will lead? A comfortable success that I can be proud of. I'm already pretty much there, but I still have some work to do. However, I already know how the work never ends so 🙄🤷🏽‍♂️

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I realize how this may all sound like complaining, but I promise this is not that. I really just had to put it all in perspective for anyone who may be following my journey. This path is NOT easy. I wish it was easy, but the truth of the matter is that achieving dreams & goals have prices. I've paid a lot of prices to become who I am & some of those prices were a complete waste of money, but I still accept the fact that I've paid for them. I didn't want to live my life under a doodledick, so I chose to put in the work to build a solid foundation. I can say that I'm proud of what I'm building, & what I've been able to build. This website is actually the dopest website on the Internet, & will get A LOT more cooler when I build a great team. However right now, I'm giving you the best I can w/ what I got!

Anyways, I'm about to gtfo of here & get to enjoying the little bit of Halloween that I can really enjoy. I'm gonna try & open myself up to celebrating this Spooky Weekend, but I'll have to see. Right now, I'm focused on my real life (& this Jets v. Texans game). I'm about to light a lil piff, finish watching this game, & continue getting to work. I'll definitely be back in November with a better update on what's really going on but for now, I'm just giving you my best spooky update. Good news on the exit: things are getting easier so <3, but I just gotta take it easier on myself. I acknowledge that I've built something special w/ AaronPlease.com, & I have to relax & enjoy this journey. I'm the only one in my lane, so it's okay to slow down & really execute my goals & plans. I know I will. Again, this path is not easy but I'm grateful for being able to actually do it. Also, thank you for reading & following my journey. I hope you're sending me good energy & not smelly energy. Either way, I send it all back to you. Thank you for any support you may have given me, & literally eat shit if you want me to lose. You're probably a waste of space so 🤷🏽‍♂️. Sending love to everyone out there on Halloween, & I hope everyone has a fun, safe & sexy Halloween 🎃👻

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Best,

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Spooky A 🤵🏽‍♂️

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P.S. ANNOUNCEMENTS:

- Dripperella Vol II will be released #soon 🔜👔

- More music will be released #soon 🔜💿

- They released Young Thug; #thankyou 🆓🐍

- The Knicks are #fantastic rn 💙🧡

- God is #awesome 🌠
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