Crateful
08/27/2021 10:45pm

Well, it's been quite a week, amirite?? What has been going on?? The energy has been so intense but I can dig it though. We started off this week with this #CrateChallenge thing and there have been so many videos of people hurting themselves. The craziest part about all of this is that I, like many others, feel I can absolutely get up & down those crates. Honestly, it's all about balance and staying calm. You see how calm that king was when we was walking up and down those crates, rolling his Za and not letting anyone distract him? That is what you need to do! You see what they did to YK Osiris? He got to the top and the crowd started making fun of his song and he fell. HARD. Maaaaaan, that was some hater shit. I would've been so mad. There were also videos of people getting pushed off crates intentionally and getting hurt. Honestly, if someone pushed my crates while I was conquering this goal, I'd intentionally land on them. That sounds fair, right? I like jokes but that's not funny to me. You're playing with my life at that point and I have a right to defend myself.

Speaking of defending, America and the Taliban are beefing again. Obviously, I know this is way deeper and more complex than them just beefing but damn! This may be some American Confidence but we will prevail. I've read that AirBnb is taking in Afghan refugees and that makes me extremely happy to hear. I hope that more companies follow suit.

Speaking of suits, what is up with that Tesla robot, huh? I wonder what their capabilities will be. Could it run to the store for me? Could it make me food? Does it have emotions? Do they give nice hugs? These are questions I must have answered before I buy one. I'm chatting though because I cannot fit that big ass robot in my apartment. In my future palace? Most definitely. I can already see the potential. I just hope they don't blow up or something erroneous.

Anyways, just wanted to say "HIIIIIIIII" with a bunch Is. I still haven't heard "Donda" yet. Call me arrogant but I really wanna work on that album. Also, I don't wanna hear it until Kanye plays it for me and allows me to add something OR he just releases it. I feel like that's not the craziest thing in the world. I can really contribute something to that album. That "wyd" is so hard because "hi" is not a response to "What are you doing?" so you know she was super geeked. Idk if he happens to see this or someone tells him, lemme work on "Donda" when he comes to NY. There's something I can genuinely add. I would just need like a 15-30 minute conversation beforehand.

Alrighty!! I hope you all like the song. I found it today. I had no idea the Queen rapped over "Ooouuu". It would only make sense right? She had to assert her dominance again. It's impressive how Nicki never lets up on necks. I'm not a Barb but I respect y'all because I get it. Nicki Minaj is the hardest female MC we've seen in recent history. It'll be hard for anyone to take that crown. She wears it with such authority!

Ok, it's time for me to really get outta here. I'm having fun just tap, tap, tappin' away. I might just order the Saweetie meal after this!! Nah, I'm joking. I'm tryna buss down sumn though. I'm starving! After I handle that though, I'm going to take an Epsom Salt bath while listening to Joyce Wrice's project "Overgrown".

Everyone reading. Please be grateful for your life. You only get one and you gotta treat it awesomely. Even if the things you want to happen don't happen, it's ok! It wasn't meant to be or maybe even the timing is off. Treat yourself to the finer things in front of you. You'll see how beautiful life looks from that perspective. God put all this beauty on Earth. You better indulge in it! If you won't, God knows I will.

Peace, love, harmony, soul, & sex.

AT <333

Aw Well
08/21/2021 5:48am

Hey everybody. It's airport hours. I took a two hour nap from 8 -10 and now I'm just rallying off of vibes. Thinking, contemplating, feeling, improving, loving, being! Guys, I've got some news.

Welp, y'all. Remember that crush from "Ideal"? I've come to grips with the fact that this may not work out. HOLD ON! HOLD ON! I'm absolutely down to have some honest communication but if not, I can really get to steppin! I need to know wassup because the kid is in heat. I'm really in my bag because I really like her forreal but I'm not sure what's going on so I'ma just move on because shouldn't this be a red flag? Unclarity? I don't know. I'm cool though either way. I'd love to go further but if not, wouldn't that make the story so lame? I still believe in happily ever afters (like a dork) and would love to be somebody's romantic king.

Aw well, I guess I gotta be a fly guy for another girlie pop :'{ It's all good though. I hate to sound like "that guy" but I can bounce back. I refuse to be one of these dudes stuck in a vicious rut due to rejection. I'll just move on. You never know what may happen. I need myself a real lioness & I refuse to settle. Until then, I'll keep you in mind.

Anyways, I was online suit shopping because I wanna have a nice suit collection. Also, remote working might be over soon so I have to look dapper. HOV & JT didn't make "Suit & Tie" for me to be a scrub. I exude Black Excellence. It's honestly really important to me. What is a good suit plug? That's something I'd really like to dive deeper on. Make sure to hit my line about it.

Hold on, I have more thoughts about shorty but I'm not gonna edit the paragraph up there. Ima just say it here. If you're shy or insecure, or scared or whatever, so am I. I just have to balls to keep going hard. I'm really not into giving up and I have a feeling that you like that and you're not telling me. It's whatever though. Ok ok ok, time to let go? Fiiiiiiiiiiiiine. I'm not happy about it though :(

Where we at wit it first? Barnes & Nobles? The gym? The deli (Shoutout Fivio)? The subway? Subway? Idk if I'd want to meet my girl at Subway but I'd definitely take her there. They have the best cookies. Just in time for the end of summer/beginning of fall transition? What tattooed girl is going to rock my world like Chris Tucker. I will be accepting wifey applications!! In order to do the job, you need to be official. These dudes talk about a "ride or die" but I require one & I refuse to be with someone who doesn't have my best interest in mind. I know for damn sure, I'll have yours in mind. Ok, I'll stop now.

Anyways, have a great weekend and tell people you love them. Tell someone they matter. Kiss someone. Most importantly, send love to yourself. It's essential babe. You need to do it. It's like drinking water <3

Over The Top
08/19/2021 7:25am

Good Morning to the wonderful readers of this wonderful website. Can you believe such a collective of wonderful people cliqued up to be excellent together? I definitely can. As we all know, nothing in life is a coincidence! Before work, I wanted to just type out a few thoughts. Honestly, my primary motive is posting this song & whatever comes after is just sprinkles.

I feel like when Raven Baxter grew up, she became a tarot card reader. If I was in the show, I would've absolutely wifed that big ass ball of chaos. Why? Imagine how dope it would be to be in love with a psychic. Me, personally, I'm a planner. I like to think waaaaaay ahead. The biggest obstacle would be her panicking and being like "I gotta fix the future!" Honestly, I would be like "Mamí chill!" and try to convince her to let it play out because it's probably not as bad as you think it'll be. Devon was cool but he's not me. I would've had Raven very happy. Devon went MIA, came back, made her a single mother and re-dipped. Sounds pretty irresponsible to me dude but hey, a lot of us have been through it.

First of all, Raven had to let go of Devon. Bro went to Seattle. You can get to San Francisco from Seattle in like 12 hours. He wasn't trying hard enough at all. Also, Raven was like "Oh, it feels like he's on the other side of the world!", gaslighting me into thinking San Francisco and Seattle are mad far from each other. I just found out that that is a like a 2 hour flight. $80 bucks? He had no drive, hustle, or bag tendencies. Raven should've seen it coming. *ba dum tss* Nah but forreal though, how did she miss that????? She probably didn't. She probably saw the vision at wedding dress fitting and told Chelsea "Omg Chels, Me & Devon are gonna get divorced!" and Chelsea was probably like "Omg Rae! You had a vision?" Then, Raven was like "Yeah but I'm still gonna do it though :P" I know Raven had to get Casamigos drunk on her wedding night & you know Eddie was the DJ.

She went against her vision. That's why you should never go against the vision. How do you do that? Stay true to who you really are. If you do that, you can get all the stuff you really want and become who you really are.

Anyways, shake ya ass & watch yaself. Don't get beside yourself. Love your life and others. Spend money but save though. Don't pay attention to the flies. Rise as they demise. They despise? Go wait in line.

AT, That's Me <3

Fool Me Once? Shame on you. Fool Me? Can't Get Fooled Again!
08/17/2021 8:05pm

Hi all! It's ya boi, AT The Sly Guy ( B-D )

I'm fly.

I'm great.

Just came back from LA.

Took awhile to go though.

Ticket bought in one day.

*shoulder shrugs*

Had 2 get familiar.

Had to spread the love that I was feelin'

Forreal man.

Went & drove for hours.

Whipping through the hills.

Eyes good upon the towers.

Feeling all the powers.

I had to give respect.

More than just a flex.

A pilgrimage, if you would.

The pressure's misunderstood.

I promise it's all good.

Just like my smile.

Isn't it so wild,

How

Life is so

Wow?

The result

Of feeling

Like you need it

right now?

Well, I got it & more.

An experience that helps me understand

Opened & Closed doors.

Mad love for myself & others.

I wish you all well.

Just know that I'm swell.

Buzzing like a bell.

Stinging like a bee.

Too damn ambitious.

So you won't stop me ;-)

All praises go to the Highest <3

P.S.

Sorry I was late. It was my first time there in Los Angeles & you know L.A. traffic had the city slow :-$

Time Spent
08/12/2021 7:24am

Hello? Is it me you're looking for? It actually is! Welcome (back) to AaronPlease.com, an emporium of thought & vibes. I'm on another bit about life being crazy. Over the past few weeks, I've been getting my lil simp on. Honestly, sometimes in life, you need to simp. If you see potential in you both, why not tap into it? If it doesn't work out, hey! What can you really do? Me? I'm just happy I shot my shot, showed my heart and made the attempt. Also, there's a couple bright sides to this:

Shorty's chokehold can be released.
I can stop stressing about it.
We got "Ideal" out of this!!
Read #1 again, bc bruh....

This is not to say that I still wouldn't be her man, because I most definitely would if given the proper opportunity. I'm just saying I'm not sure about the situation. I'm a big fan of clarity and if I don't see or hear any type of clarity, I don't know what's going on. Playing games is absoulutely fun but every game has at least some guidelines communicated to the players.

Oh well! It is what it is. I'm going to stop letting this affect my goals & my well-being. I'm trying to make a difference in a bunch of lives and I can't focus on certain things right now. Although this was a significant amount of time spent, I learned and grew a lot from it. I did a lot of emergency introspection and I feel a lot better about so many things. Healed, as some may say. Also, I grew to be grateful for her in a different way. This was truly a win/win situation for AT <333

Again, I would still be her man but my mind is absoulutely focused on the stuff I need to focus on. I have real bills to pay, art to make, and Knicks games to go to. Plus, U need to make sure U come with a good vibe because I will Reese's Peace my way out if I don't feel comfortable. THE TIMING IS JUST A LIL OFF BUT IT'S OK!!! Holla at me if U wanna get breakfast, lunch, or dinner. Any time, any place. Any night, any day.

P.S. There's nothing wrong with simping. It's about hopping out of simp mode when you need to. I wasn't born a simp, she just makes me one.

Jada-Bliss
08/07/2021 9:33pm

Yo, Hello all! I've been waiting a long time to post something like this. As a lifelong rap nerd, it is not common you get to have the platform to be a geek like how you'd like to be. I'm going to utilize my platform to express the fact that hip-hop had a legendary week. Before I get into the man of the hour, I want to give a few shoutouts to some hip-hop figures who made a difference this week:

Miss Lauryn hill
- Thank you for an informative verse. Knowledge needs to/ will be spread.
Kanye West
- Wow, Dawg. Thank You for pushing live show creative limits. Suspending yourself over Merecedes-Benz stadium is insane but something so odd happened when I saw it. I never saw the album listening show (overslept) but i saw the clips. However, I somehow knew he was going to do that. Like I really felt like he was going to do that. I wasn't even shocked. I was like "of course he did that." I'm grateful to live in a time where this guy can do wild shit. It's inspiring.
- I still wanna work on Donda somehow. I genuinely feel like I have something to Add. If it doesn't happen, I would understand why I couldn't but I have the ability to contribute.
- Shoutout to Fivio btw!! One of NY's FINEST!
Tinashe
- Shoutout to Tinashe for dropping "333". I've been a Tinashe guy since 2013. I enjoy hearing her music. She has a joint on there called "Shy Guy" that is literally flames. It makes me feel like I'm in an airport.

Ok, ok, ok, ok, ok! Back to the subject at hand. JADAKISS! What y'all have to understand is that Jadakiss is really one of my favorite rappers ever and to see him, literally, get his flowers in MADISON SQUARE GARDEN made me extremely emotional. I can't lie to you. As a NYer, you have the privilege of growing up listening to Hot 97. As a kid, Hot 97 used to be the spot where everyone went to hear either Hov, Fab, cam, Fat Joe, 50 Cent, Ja Rule, & Jadakiss. Personally, I was always a Jadakiss guy. He was in a commercial with Allen Iverson two times. I never got those shoes because I couldn't afford them but when I grew up, I actually copped the Jadakiss Question Reeboks. I'm not even into sneakers like that but I had to cop those.

You know what's so Beautiful about all of this? Everything is starting to come back around with Love.

Rap started in the park!!!

Rap went from the park to the MSG Bathroom. Fam, they were HOTBOXING THE MADISON SQUARE GARDEN BATHROOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!! If you don't understand how insane that is, than you'll never get it. Hip-Hop has come so far and I'm just proud to say that this is the culture I have grown to love. It inspires me everyday to get better........ but of course, you already knew that!

<333 AT

Idealistically
08/01/2021 6:03am

Yo, yo, yo, yo, yo! Peace & love to the beautiful readers of this blog. First off, I want to thank every single listener of "Ideal".(Go on. Click it buddy.) I appreciate you coming along with me in the pursuit of courting my crush. I know that some of you maybe wondering "Did you end up getting her?" I'll just say this to y'all:

NOT YET

Fortunately, or unfortunately, I have an astronomical amount of faith in myself because I have a universal amount of faith in God. I'll let you all know. I prayed on this situation because, obviously, if I'm pressed enough to curate 5 songs about this crush, I needed to see what was up, so I checked in with the big man upstairs. In doing that, I'm certain the best outcome will arise from the Earth. Notorious G.O.D. knows how to hold it down for you if you trust him.

Let me spill a lil bit with you all though. This past week after dropping "Ideal" had my mind, truly, in a whirlpool. It made me really analyze where & how a real relationship could fit into my current life. I need someone in my life that can enrich my present & future moments with their presence, while helping me understand my past. In saying that, I am the type of partner to mutually send that right back to you. I emphasized "mutually" because I refuse to be willing to pour more into a relationship than my partner is. I'm looking for my 4Ler, not someone who wants to drain me. Again, I want someone in my life that can enrich me. When I say enrich, I don't mean "make me rich" because trust me, I'm a man so I gotchu. I know how to get a bag, and a very respectable & legal one at that. When I say enrich, I mean help me grow physically, mentally, and most importantly, spiritually. I've said this before regarding asking for what I want out of a relationship: I feel comfortable asking for that stuff because I know I intend to give that right back to you with a lil bit extra for your dog(s).

Another thing I've been thinking about are my past situations that have strengthened my discernment against certain energies. I have definitely been with someone I'm not happy I wasted my time with. Certain people, male or female, romantic partner or friend, try to learn you just to push your buttons and use that against you. I know this to be true because I've been in relationships (romantic, platonic and professional) where people have tried to play on my insecurities to make themselves feel better because they hate on themselves (they say it, not me). Me? Papí? I couldn't use my energy for that. First off, that's beyond wrong. Secondly, what a waste of energy. What those type of people fail to realize is that the ones that you pick on eventually rise above your words and actions because they're stronger than you. What you also don't notice is that you end up sullying your energy and destroying your integrity by doing that. It's truly nothing for me to cut off that type of energy. I wanna waste my time with a beautiful, smart, abundant, and most importantly, loving woman. A woman who can nurture a man who wants to build a family & foundation for her to help call the shots.

If I'm gonna waste my time, I'm gonna waste it with her!

Idk I guess I'm just a hopeful romantic. I believe that I can achieve these things in my life. Why? Respectfully, I deserve to be happy. I know myself and what makes me happy. I love myself. Why would I not do stuff that makes me happy? To me, that doesn't make any damn sense. I can't reherse my feelings. I can only embrace them.

Lastly before I go, I want to make it clear that I AM NOT PERFECT. I never want to put on for the internet like I'm this holier than thou dude. I fuck up too. I've lost friends and people have rejected me, just like everyone else. I just know what my ideal is. Once I know what my ideal is, I can only be the right person for it. If I'm not the right person, I can't be upset. It's not for me. However, in certain situations, you just know you're the right mf, and for my ideal, I'll always be the right mf.

I'm just a man trying to settle into his happiness in this world. I believe that's possible for not only me, but for you too. You just gotta tap into it.

Peace,

-A <3

Crateful 08/27/2021 10:45pm

Aw Well 08/21/2021 5:48am

Over The Top 08/19/2021 7:25am

Fool Me Once? Shame on you. Fool Me? Can't Get Fooled Again! 08/17/2021 8:05pm

Time Spent 08/12/2021 7:24am

Jada-Bliss 08/07/2021 9:33pm