Un-Tension Me:
The Release
05/06/2022 8:17pm
Yo, world! How's it going?? I'm hoping everything is going well-er than well. It's raining today in NY, but honestly, it's not that bad. It feels like one of those "NY needs a bath" days & the streets are getting a good scrubbing down. I lit a blue Bed Bath & Beyond candle a few hours ago before I got a burger & fries from the deli. Also, I got my Saturday morning Black & White cookie. I don't have any "Lala" but I don't really care right now. Is this the day I quit? Probably not but I really don't need it right now. I'm waiting to pick up my laundry in a few, so I decided to do a quick T&P.
I've been going to the gym everyday this week, so I decided to take a break today. He's really really buff! I am! Thank you! I'm trying to do what I can before the summer comes. I don't have anything planned but who wants to carry extra weight during the summer? Not me, baby! I'm tryna get into an ab routine, but I don't know great ab workouts. I'll figure that out. The bod is starting to look pretty, pretty, good. Also, I've been sticking with the juices & smoothies. However, I did have a lil hiccup. I had a self pizza party on Wednesday from Dominos & after eating it, I had an upset tummy. Then, during the next day, I had more of the pizza because I was hungry. Guess what happened? Ya boi threw up. I didn't just throw up either. I threw up through my mouth & nose after passing out briefly. I know what you're thinking: "Yo ew wtf?" & I get it! It hurt badly, but still I vibe! I just ended up working out extra hard after work. Moral of the story: push it to the limit like Corbin if you may feel a lil bleu. If you're feeling blue, at least try & make it light blue. You know what could help with that? "Mention Me" by Drake!
I KNOW! I KNOW! Three in a row! But this time, this version is the regular version. Some of my download era peers would call it the "CDQ". This song really is that girl. Idk what to say. Drake tore shorty's ass up for all the chat. I know he's mad because he could deadass say so much, but their connection means so much to him that he's willing to not even mention you & keep it moving. Whole time, shorty was a narcissist who was just looking for the mention. That's why she was mentioning this brother! Extra asf! Man whatever. Shoutout to Drake for this record & shoutout to God for placing it in front of me at the right time. A few months ago, I would've been too rose-tinted about the wrong shorty in order to really feel this record. It just clicked at the right time. I love when that happens.
Before I leave, I wanna let you know how important it is to forgive yourself. For the past month, I've been in a funk about some whatever situation that I should've gotten over a long time ago. I would constantly go back to the bullshit because I always felt like I was getting closer & closer to the thing that I thought I wanted. It never happened & honestly, it was all my fault for letting it get that far. It's cool though. Once I forgave myself for wanting something that wasn't for me, I started to get my energy back. I started to see what was in front me that I would brush off for what I thought I wanted. It immediately un-tensioned me in the most relieving way possible. It wasn't cool for me to be made to feel unworthy when I could literally *redacted*. I redacted that last part because I'm way too much of a gentleman to mention someone frfr, their business & how I know I can improve it. Again, it's whatever though. I forgive myself for putting myself in that situation & now, it's time for me to actually get the thing I need in my life. We'll talk about that another time. My main point here is to forgive yourself for mistakes against yourself.
Also, R.I.P. Kevin Samuels. There's a lot of stuff being said out there, but at the end of the day, that man had a life & it doesn't deserve to be shat on because of his opinions. I'm not going to talk too much on that because it's not my business though. I just hope his family is taken care of & his fans archive his videos.
Alrighty y'all! I'm about to head out & watch some wrestling. Friday Night Smackdown is about to BLING! This is a Smackdown before a PPV so there might be some ill stuff going on. I love wrestling & lately, Vince has been serving up crack. Shoutout to my guy Vince McMahon. Thanks for reading me vent about a situation I've been so vague about. Honestly, I just don't want to mention the person involved because that's corny. I'm just moving on from it all. It's not worth the trouble fr. I know what I want/need & I know I can get it. I'd rather focus on my success than someone else's demise. That type of shit isn't even in my heart fr & if it's in yours, you're such a loser & you don't notice it lmaooooo. Whatever!! I hope everyone reading has a great night & weekend. Take time to recoup & rest. Everyone needs a break & you deserve that, especially if you've been making some money, playas!
Live Sweetly,
Aaron 2 Cool
Tension Me??
Part II: Lil Bit Quicker
05/01/2022 9:59am
Happy Sunday, y'all! I hope everyone is wearing their Sunday's best! Ya boi is in last night's attire of grey sweatpants, vv rare black hoodie, & camo Crocs because I'm walking on air. Why, you ask? Honestly, no specific reason. I've been on my Styles P-juice flow. My go to: Mango, Kale, Watermelon (if they have it!) w/ an apple juice base. Needless to say, bussin'. I've been getting a variation of these ingredients in my smoothie & my greatness! Look at what a small change can do for morale! Also, I'm peeing like a dragon. Shoutout to Styles P for pushing juice into the culture. I used to work at a juice & smoothie bar so I understand how positive of an impact juice can have on someone's life & energy. There's great room for growth for Juices For Life around NY & across the country. However, since I'm in Manhattan, I got my smoothie from a deli in Chelsea. Chelsea is such an interesting part of Manhattan. It's like the LA of Manhattan. It's weird for a second but it's cool. Definitely worth the price of living there. In NYC, finding a good spot for the right price is hard. We'll talk about all that stuff another time. Right now, I wanna talk about something else that I've been thinking about: Why does absence make the heart grow fonder?
Ok, so everyone knows that saying about absence, but why is it like that? The craziest part about all of that is that it's true. Not for everyone but for a lot of people. That kinda bums me out. You know what makes my heart grow fonder? Great nature. Treating me well makes me like you more. If you're absent in my life, I'll just wish you well because life really does go on. The world doesn't really stop turning ever. Like I said on my critically-acclaimed hit,"Jumpshot Wet", I stated "The world don't stop, you run with it." & you do. You can't hold yourself back for anyone that isn't willing to truly help you forward. That's a Dumbass move. You just gotta see what's going on & use ya head! Keep it pushing past haters. Keep it pushing towards Ws. If you need to leave a situation to keep going, there's nothing wrong with that. Just don't take a shit on the way out. People remember things, see things & hear things. Also, people give information to other people. Everyone fucks up, but don't be a Dumbass.
AHHH, this Drake song is honestly amazing. So on point about it all. I know you're probably like "Again?" & I'm like "Yeah, but this one is a quicker slowed version!!!" Also, look at that piece of art someone made as the cover. That's an NFT! Whatever happened to those? I think they're crashing like all that other 2K VC. If my opinion, crypto can only go as far as the purpose it is used for. Trading crypto and trading Forex are like the same thing, but crypto is a based on the culture around the coin. So, when you invest in crypto, do you REALLY know what you're investing in? Ah, whatever! This Drake song is hard as fuck though. He slid, doubled back, & slid again. Outside in an AMG fr. Gotta watch the time! Why? Cuz it fly right by! I've spent a stupid amount of vibration on this song & honestly, well deserved. Even homeboy after Drake slid!! Like how often does that happen? Bro came on to give y'all the scoop. He was tired of shorty playing with his energy & I feel him. You can't just use me like I'm not some hottie, b-word. I am NOT some wasteyute. Seriously, "if you wanna leave, just leave. No pressure!" Anyways, I feel this song heavy. I'm sure my neighbors have had enough but I haven't so 🤷♂️
I haven't eaten yet, but I have a black & white cookie in the fridge with my name on it. I'm about to chow down & probably sleep again (I woke up at 5am & its Sunday, eat my shorts). I hope everyone has a great Sunday & work on giving yourself the best without giving everyone else the worse. That'll only bring the worst for you. There's room out here for all of us to grow. Some people have to make room, some people leave the room to create space, & some people, simply, just don't know how to make room. Also, some people know how to build houses & cities. It's giving Bob The Builder!!
Shake Ya Tush,
ATizzle, My Nizzle!